Saturday, 23 January 2016

Being in love, can feel like this.

Hello dearie,

Well I am in love with cooking. Cooking relaxes me. Really! Whenever I am under a lot of stress: like I have to submit a paper or make a presentation or do something remotely performatory, I need to cook. For me, cooking is not a performance, I don’t do it to impress anybody or please anybody. I just cook. It comes naturally to me.

Like all other cooking enthusiast I hunt down recipes from the internet. Sometimes I even buy unknown ingredients and figure out the recipes around them. But I never keep strictly keep to the given recipe. I always change, innovate and improvise. This is the part, I like most.

This, I find familiar to Severus Snape and his awe-inspiring potion making skills. The way he introduces first years to their first potions class gives away his love for the subject.

Snape finished calling the names and looked up at the class. [...] "You are here to learn the subtle science and exact art of potion-making," he began. He spoke in barely more than a whisper, but they caught every word—like Professor McGonagall, Snape had the gift of keeping a class silent without effort. "As there is little foolish wand-waving here, many of you will hardly believe this is magic. I don't expect you will really understand the beauty of the softly simmering cauldron with its shimmering fumes, the delicate power of liquids that creep through human veins, bewitching the mind, ensnaring the senses... I can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, and even stopper death— if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have to teach." (Rowling 1997)


But in the sixth book of Harry Potter series, Snape’s true proficiency for brewing positions and his expertise in understanding the craft was revealed when Harry found Snape’s the old potion text book.



The whole book is littered with footnotes, note to self, instructions and inscriptions. He excelled at not by following blindly but by innovation and improvisation. Bullied and persecuted in his childhood and youth, Snape took refuge into his text book. Slowly, consequently, he fell in love with “the subtle science and exact art of potion-making” And that is exactly what you do when you don’t just love something but fall in love with it.

When you love something or someone, you want things to be perfect, normative. A recipe or a relationship: You hunt down the ingredients and follow the rules and hope (beyond hope?) that everything goes picture perfect— just the way you expect it of everybody and just the way everybody would expect it of you.

But when you are in love with something or someone, you don’t need to look into formulas, methods or instructions: you dare to tread beyond these limitations, these reasons. You just breathe and feel, let your hair down and sync in with the rhythm of desire. It will guide you to unlearn what it expected of you, it will train you to unapologetically take risk and create something extraordinary. When you are in love, you no more look for picture perfect but just feel the urge to make best of what you already have.

That is exactly what I do with cooking. I'm in love: I promise I can make something unique and beautiful with whatever you can spare for me.

Love,
Stotropama.




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