It is like the time in every body's life when one does not feel anything,when you are driven but not drawn to anything.I feel that right now.I feel like I'm a rebel without a reason.Colour seems to have left me.When I try to look beyond my window i just see gray-a grey road,a grey car standing by a gray garage,a gray cat sitting on gray wall liking its paw.In this busy city I'm like the lazy misfit.Even the city is nothing like the one i remember it to be.It no more has its usual easy going self.Now the city is more and more demanding like a possessive lover,who does not want you to see beyond him. My city comprised of Jadavpur campus, Principeghat, southernavenue ,jodhpurpark lake and all the places that have gorgeous greenery and lovable loneliness around.But now the city shows me its new face-the IT sector...power hungry workaholic people with much money on them wonder around this place.They try to make me feel that all the things I have lived for are just illusion but i choose to believe that what they live for is meaning-less,money being the only greenery in their life.I long for the real greens blue and hues of my Kolkata......otherwise it is eternal falls for me.
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